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I am viting and this is where I share bits and pieces about my life, as well as random things I like on the
internet. I used to love eating tissue paper, had countless tissue paper eating competitions
in primary school. but thankfully I grew out of it, not a very healthy hobby anyway! (: I like to
sing in the shower, make the mirror misty and then happily draw smiley faces on it. oh and in my lifetime
I wish to experience a miracle, something cool and special and wayyy out of the world! (: fantasist, idealist, optimist, happy. |
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Thursday, December 31, 20094:35 AM
![]() my final post for the year 2009! I find it incredible that we are actually entering a new year because it really seemed like a mere week ago that I was typing a post welcoming 2009. seriously hard to believe how fast a year crept by, midst all that crazy activities and emotions. before I begin, this is a warning. haha this post will be really wordy and long, full of me ranting on and on about how I am, my feelings, me, me, me. on top of that, it lacks paragraphing and pictures and suitable punctuation marks. "good times + bad times = my rainbow-fied 2009" the picture above illustrates this year on the whole. it is made up of many happy moments and inevitably times when I felt lousy. however, regardless, they made up my awesome year. I think I am just such a person, it does not really matter how bad life gets. because at the end of the day, I will look back and find all the bad times over and tell myself "see you survived!", all the embarrassing times funny and all that is left would be the great memories. so no matter what, my year will be concluded with the word awesome. it was awesome five years before this, awesome last year, awesome this year and I know it will be awesome again next year. :D I am someone who thinks the glass is half full and love myself for this. :D but honestly speaking, this year was indeed a rather good year. heehee although I looked back and realise that I did not manage to fully accomplish any of last year's resolutions. eh well, this year I have written out a few more which I shall try harder to stick to! 1) be a better family member, spend more time with them. (this is one aspect I think I totally failed at this year. skipped many family outings, whether it is small ones to the park/market or bigger ones overseas. I think I take it for granted that they will always be there for me and love me regardless. but actually, I know that all the more because they care for me and me for them, I should make time for them.) 2) not avoid awkward situations but instead learn to make something good out of them. (I am not sure about you guys but I really dislike awkward situations. you know, for example I meet an acquaintance on the train and we try desperately to think of topics to make small talks about. haha I really dun like such situations and because of that I would do stupid things like pretend im asleep and I cannot see that person or pretend I have to get off at the next stop and actually get off, thereafter boarding the next train. yeah really stupid I know. but I am in a process of overcoming that! getting better at such situations nowadays though, I would acknowledge that person and start blabbering about random topics instead. xD another example is me not wanting to confront an issue for fear of it becoming awkward or ugly. wish that this year I can be a more forthright person, as well as learn to be more comfortable with people, instead of only my friends.) 3) stop being late because of oversleeping, and stop skipping school. (to all the people that had a taste of this bad habit of mine, I apologize! shall get more alarm clocks and start being.on.time. and yes stop skipping school so often too, I put the two together because they are kinda related. because half the time skip school because I could not drag myself out of bed. ) 4) put aside more time for myself. (really love spending time with myself, curling up on the couch reading a book or lazing at a cafe alone, people-watching or sitting down with a piece of paper, making silly lists. haha have been so long since I did something like that, almost forgot how much I used to enjoy it. :D and I miss picking up novels after novels, been reading less because I have been viwawa-ing and watching shows too often.) alright I think these four are the main ones I shall make this year! the list doesn't sound hard right? doesn't sound like much or impressive either. but you will be surprised, to stick with it is not very easy! :D but I will. actually in 2010 I also wish to learn something new, like take up something I enjoy. also hope that I will be able to do something to improve the lives of people in need, like cancer patients and orphans etc. wish to make my year different, more fulfilling. haha but I figured that I shall organise my own life first, before I grow all excited about anything too ambitious. although the idea of changing the world with the seemingly small powers of a teenage girl sounds exciting. I tend to think I am a character in some storybook sometimes. =.= anyway! I am done with my last post of 2009, a really long one indeed. and here I shall wish everyone a happy year ahead. hope that like me, you have grown from everything this year and next year will be a better one for you. :D TOP OF PAGE
Saturday, December 26, 20091:11 AM
Merry Christmas to all! how was your christmas?! mine was nice. :D to me, christmas is all about sharing, happiness and being around people you love. and that was basically how I spent my christmas. met some of my friends on the eve and we had dinner plus countdown. :D and today was spent with my family and relatives! woke up early to make christmas cards for my relatives before meeting them. discovered my inner artistic soul whatever. :D TOP OF PAGE
Tuesday, December 22, 20091:44 AM
falling sick is scary and I am afraid. It is terrible when someone you know suffers like that, and I hate seeing people around me cry. It also hits me hard, just how vulnerable life can be, and how unfair everything can be sometimes. today was exceptionally hard to smile, something I rarely feel. but I am thankful for my friends. because surrounding myself around them, even if it is doing work, comforts me and cheers me up. :D :D anyway towards the later part of the day I got a message from xinyi with hopeful news and that cheered me up tremendously too. :D but I would like to tell you, and anyone else out there reading this: anyone can give up, it is such an easy thing to do. but to hold it together when everyone else would understand if you break apart, that is really a brave thing to do. and that is the strength that create miracles. :D TOP OF PAGE
Monday, December 21, 20091:32 AM
![]() hahaha wish somebody could still play with me like this. :D :D but I would most likely be dragged along or fall flat on my face because I am no longer small enough to "fly". sigh, growing up sucks sometimes. this morning I managed to wake up at 8am for family breakfast today! haha we had yummy macdonalds breakfast, love the hotcakes. :D then I spent the whole afternoon with rachel doing nothing much in particular. and we played uno with her siblings, for once I played some other card game besides bridge or daidee. today was nice. :D anyway go listen to lin jun jie's new album! after so long we finally released a new one, had some problems with his throat previously. that affected his singing and he got quite depressed and everything. but im so glad he never gave up cos he is really talented, and cute. haha that time I was like "JJ is super handsome!" and my friends gave me that "are you sure =.=" face. whyyyy he is cute what. but mainly, I love his voice, listening to his songs now. :D you guys go listen too k! :D :D TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, December 20, 20094:35 AM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUDA! :D being 18 is awesome, treasure it and enjoyyy! you are 11 months and 8 days younger than me and you make me feel ancient hahaha. :D anyway sorry i am belated to the extent that I am just freaking belated! have been rather lazy to blog, spent all my free time at home playing viwawa. yes I know nobody plays that anymore and I am outdated plus super no life yada yada. but it is fun! :D other than that I also spend my nights catching up on drama shows and reading. holidays are dead awesome, though for the next few weeks I doubt I would be able to laze around and indulge in being absolutely unproductive and pointless and you know, just be. but while I was busy having fun the past week and even as I am blogging now, my projects are piling up mercilessly. actually I dun mind doing some of them cos they actually seem pretty fun but really hate the tight deadlines. so to the many people I promise to meet up "soon", I really will try to. haha but sometimes, when you have to do projects, you have to do projects fullstop. goodbye to the lists of awesome things I plan to do this holidays, at least, strike out some of them. oh well, holidays are simply too short. and time passes faster than I can say "penguins". (suddenly keep thinking of penguins, im weird) I can hardly believe that in a few days it would be christmas and in a few weeks it would be 2010. I feel old. I feel scared. and I feel sad. but a large part of me is excited too. I am confused. alright, so what have I been up to the past week?!? when I am not doing those stuff mentioned above, I am with random friends eating/catching up/shopping/playing cards/gossiping/having fun/cookie frapping etc. :D :D life's been good! :D and I spent a few afternoons working too, yay money! my bank account is seriously depleting really fast, need to think of a solution. money saving plan 101! time check: 4:34 AM I need to wake up really early tomorrow cos my cousins are staying over at my place and tomorrow morning all of us are going for breakfast together. they are insanely early risers, say..8am?!? gosh 8am! goodnight! :D TOP OF PAGE
Sunday, December 13, 20091:27 AM
I found a new love today! the fairprice ice cream called hokey pokey, which is vanilla ice cream with caramel bits and swirls. it is awesomely sweet and bowl-licking good. I literally lick the bowl clean after a scoop and decide to go for another scoop, then lick the bowl clean and go get another scoop. the process repeats itself like ten times today? haha my mum was appalled seeing the nearly empty tub but well, it was really good + cheap! :D :D anyway I think I am going to be down to a cold. weijie la, without a sense of social responsibility! hahaha sick must wear a mask okay! and get well soon, everyone seems to be falling sick. ): anyway had fun chilling at TCC today, and the food is yummy, definitely going back! how how how?!? now I am too full to sleep, ate too much nonsense today. yeah I know I deserve it. maybe I should try running around in circles around the house until I become tired? hahaha right, jenny? :D TOP OF PAGE
Wednesday, December 9, 200910:51 PM
shitian: hello we have questions to ask you! yanping: hmmm shitian: did i wake you up?!? sorry! shitian: hello we have questions to ask you! weiling: hmm, shitian: did i wake you up?!? sorry! hahaha so during our studying session today, we unintentionally woke two people up because we wanted to clarify some gaming stuff. but weiling did help us in the end! :D thanks. haha then afterwards we did some studying, playing cards, catching up and shopping. :D visited the newly opened mall at somerset and I am super excited, cannot wait for forever 21 to open there! it is like four storeys and looks really exciting. :D yay I give up on tomorrow's test! so proud of myself, not! anyway maybe later I go read the notes again, like a storybook. then cross my fingers and hope for the best? jimbroni! stiff hand! flush! full house! goose! sic bo! house! runner! see I do know some casino terminologies okayyyy! :D oh and anyway I am searching for the theme song of dang wo men tong zai yi qi. It is sang by chen wei lian and called wo men(i think). I went everywhere but all cannot download! if you guys have the song please send it to me, i will be eternally grateful! :D |
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